My teenage years ( a dedication to a time that is now gone but will never be forgotten)
When i was 13...
Form 1 was really exciting. although i was really upset that i had to go to Sri Aman instead of Stella Maris... i knew alot more people at sri aman anyway. I made so many new friends in my class and soon became known as the "rebel". i wonder why... lol.
I was so excited that i was moving into the teenage world. My cousin, Sheyna  , and I had a party i think... we always had our birthday parties together cuz our birthdays are only 4 days apart.
I skipped class alot. Me and my friends went to Jaya to hang out... (hey dont knock it ok?! it was cool in my day... lol). i remember how we were so broke that we went to the McDonalds, shared a small fries and got SKYJUICE. which is water, for those of you who dont know. LMAO!
When i was 14...
I lost 3 of my best friends due to some stupid misunderstanding. But i gained so many more friends that will always be remembered... Hajar, Shasha, Jia Wei, Rose, Matun... those girls played such an important part in my years at Sri Aman. So many laughs, tears, and stories were shared between us... really miss them. *sigh*
I joined the youth ministry in my church. how very exciting cuz of the many cute guys there were!  had a crush on a guy who was quite cute, in my head, and that crush continued for 2 years! god... how lame.
I got a part time job at Peter Hoe's evolution during the christmas holidays. my mum knows him and thats how i got the job at such a young age. i met a guy at work, lets call him R, and we ended up going out. He was 27 at the time.  we went out for a year before i called it quits.
When i was 15...
All the teachers in school knew me and hated me. All the prefects did too.. except for the ones i had befriended. I had my name put down on the almighty "black list"... which i saw as quite an achievement. 
I spent more time in the sick bay then in the classrooms. lol.
I was enjoying my time with R even though i got into trouble all the time as my mum kinda knew we were going out. She was highly against it and although i didnt see why at the time (cuz i was stupidly blinded by love *puke* ) i do now and if i was her, i would have killed that son of a bitch.
I tried renewing my relationship with my mother but it couldnt work. she was always at work when i was at school. and when i was at home... she was still at work. she was asleep when i got up for school and she was coming home when i was asleep. it was quite a sad relationship we had.
I became bulimic cuz i had low self confidence. i also had a boyfriend who was constantly telling me i was fat and when he knew i was bulimic.. he encouraged it.
ok.. i'm gonna continue this next time. otherwise it'll take way too long!
love,
jo | 
